February 2012
Always Never
Porcupine Tree
I feel no pain
cause I’m an island
I will remain
In the deafness of your silence
I love you sometimes
Always never
He said you’re here
Here with me now
I feel no gain
When you’re around me
I’ll try again
In the darkness you astound me
It’s growing cold
I’m growing old
Is this the only way to see the fire?
It’s raining
Porcupine Tree // Always never.
If you give me a chance trust me, I know what its like to hurt,
Our foundation can be based upon
our misery,
our history,
one story at a time
So we can both realize we don’t have it as bad as each other,
but the pain wouldn’t hurt as much if we had each other
Then maybe we could mend our broken souls together
You Know I'm No Good
Amy Winehouse
Amy Winehouse // You Know I’m No Good.
2/27/12
Reality strikes, i’m moving on. I’m too young to be trying to feel in love. Nowadays relationships are never successful because of any freakin’ reason. I’m gonna start focusing on a boyfriend when i’m REALLY ready. Right now.. i’m just not ready, & i ain’t bummed about it. I’m actually content with that. When I get into a relationship again it’s going to be magnificent. I’ve always been a smart bitch. Sorry man but like I said, life goes on. I was bummed about my last 2 ex’s and being friend-zoned like once but sometimes you gotta say fuck it. I got a lifetime of men in my life, let’s be realistic. Who know’s who i’m gonna be with 3 years from now. This is actually going to be a little life changing. It’s very easy for me to feel lonely and unloved. But I got to stop being a faggot, suck it up. And do what’s best for me, that’s how it has to be.
Right now the main priorities are:
- That paper ($$$)
- School
- My health
- And people who make effort to make our friendships stay alive.
OMG
:3
