If you give me a chance trust me, I know what its like to hurt, Our foundation can be based upon our misery, our history, one story at a time So we can both realize we don’t have it as bad as each other, but the pain wouldn’t hurt as much if we had each other Then maybe we could mend our broken souls together
Reality strikes, i’m moving on. I’m too young to be trying to feel in love. Nowadays relationships are never successful because of any freakin’ reason. I’m gonna start focusing on a boyfriend when i’m REALLY ready. Right now.. i’m just not ready, & i ain’t bummed about it. I’m actually content with that. When I get into a relationship again it’s going to be magnificent. I’ve always been a smart bitch. Sorry man but like I said, life goes on. I was bummed about my last 2 ex’s and being friend-zoned like once but sometimes you gotta say fuck it. I got a lifetime of men in my life, let’s be realistic. Who know’s who i’m gonna be with 3 years from now. This is actually going to be a little life changing. It’s very easy for me to feel lonely and unloved. But I got to stop being a faggot, suck it up. And do what’s best for me, that’s how it has to be.
Right now the main priorities are:
That paper ($$$)
And people who make effort to make our friendships stay alive.
Why should I be put in a position where i’m not happy? No, something i always needed to do is work on myself. Therefore that’s what i’m gonna do. I need to fucking concentrate and not live in some fairytale land. In life sometimes you have to put yourself first always. Because when you put someone first, that’s when you really get hurt or begin to hurt them in such ways. Pain is only temporary. You shouldn’t necessarily need someone to make you happy. Shit just doesn’t make sense. Yet I know what i’m talking about.